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ξ你们是无辜的, 有病的显然是我 GOD bless them!!!only few hours left!!OHH MY GOSH!!!!
if argentina is out......................
i think im gonna lose the will to live
that is tooooooo scary to watch
sadly i dont have the guts
iiiii just cant watch!!!!!!
close my eyes... and prey...what can i do É!
dont...please..dont let me down... ......congrats
the 2009 is officially becoming the worst year of my entire life
dont know what to do to myself 无题有些话
适合烂在心里
所以
即使想你想到快疯掉
也不会告诉你 《霜花店》霜花店太好看了啊!!!哭的我稀里哗啦T_T..很久都不能平静
......我就是这么迷恋断臂...... 本来是对小泡菜是完全不感冒的..但是这部真的要赞一下!!  im homedi was so freaked out by those ppl im abt to work with
iv already been regreted abt coming back through the whole time
they made me regreted even more
what the hell is wrong with me?!i dont care abt other stuff, i thought i will have fun no matter what okokay..screw those crap..few month is all i can take
or id rather kill myself
or if im not as fearless as i expected myself to be
God, please do so
but im not getting off that easy..
hopefully i can control my temper and learn as much as i possibly could T____Twhat the hell..i was so freaked out
things changed so fast.......n sharp
wondering if i can take them at all
is it supposed to be the turning point for me?!
hopefully... it is..n theres better chance for me in future
maybe i dont need plan at all
life does not turn out the way i planned to be anyway
ridiculously odd 10 points for making more conscious and deliberate choices for yourself1. Get to know your authentic self.
Discover the real you. Don't blindly accept the role you were conditioned by others to fill. You have your own path to follow. Be your own independent person. Don't allow peer pressure to force you into an inauthentic role.
2. Own your power.
Accept full responsibility for your life. Don't live as a doormat, a sheep, or a victim. Stop giving away your power. You must accept that you're the creator of your life and that no one is coming to rescue you.
3. Find your voice.
Build the courage to express yourself authentically. Speak your truth. You deserve to be heard. If others react negatively, that's their problem. Ask for what you want; you can't expect others to be mind-readers. You teach others how you want to be treated--not by dropping hints but by telling them directly. If you don't speak up for yourself, who will?
4. Find your tribe.
Consciously build and nurture a supportive network of positive relationships, including family and friends. Drop relationships that drain you; maintaining them is self-abuse. If you don't like your current relationships, it's up to you to change that. Surround yourself with good people who love you and inspire you. You deserve the very best relationship.
++this problem confuses me a long time, I did drop those relationships that drain me, but I dont know what to do with some of the others, they love me, but they dont inspire me. actually, i know how hard that could be to find friends that love me AND inspire me, rare!...if that is no going to happen....inspiration wins.
5. Practice self-care.
Give yourself permission to do what you enjoy. Demands from other people can wait. Accept that you can't do everything for everyone. You can't give to others when you're empty inside.
6. Express your creative side.
Cultivate outlets for creative self-expression. Explore music, art, writing, poetry, etc. Be artistic. Put your ideas into physical form.
++writing?! poetry?! writing poetry?!give me abreak..im scientist
7. Embrace conscious sexuality.
You and you alone must decide the role sex will play in your life. There are no right or wrong answers. If you want it and enjoy it, let that be enough. Different women had widely varying opinions on what kind of sexual expression they personally preferred, ranging from waiting until marriage to having guilt-free one-night stands.
8. Be beautiful.
True beauty comes from the inside. It can't be found beneath a load of cosmetics and surgical alterations. Recognize that you're a beautiful person on the inside, and you'll broadcast that awareness on the outside. You are beautiful.
++we're scientists.....we're sexy......
9. Keep your heart open.
Regardless of how badly you may have been hurt in the past, keep your heart open. You're stronger than you think. The rewards of love outweigh the risks of being hurt again. You're here to express love, not to live in fear.
10. Become wise.
You are highly intuitive, so work on deepening your ability to trust your intuition. Keep learning and growing. In the long run, your wisdom will become one of your greatest assets, both as a way to meet your own needs and to help others. (Many women placed a very high value on developing their wisdom.)
++this is crap..one last time..we're scientists...lol
~~Being a man or woman isn't about blindly following popular gender patterns, nor is it about rejecting such patterns out of hand and rebelliously embracing their opposites. Ultimately you must define what kind of man or woman you will become. This is a choice you must make for yourself as an individual, regardless of what anyone else thinks. What kind of man or woman do you wish to be? Life awaits your answer…..
++ im not gonna worry any more.......because i know, God has the plan for me...when...and how...the responsibility he left to me...is just simply follow my heart...do the right thing...and.......have faith... Horrified by 51st Grammygrammy..used to be the biggest night for me...but kept getting "smaller" recent years...
this 51st one is the worst EVER...nightmare!! i didnt get it at all~!!!
im not satisfying with those winners but i could just try to ignore my disappointment, confusion and anger ...
at least let me enjoy those performances!!!
again... it failed me completely...
stevie wonder and jo bros?! really?!!when they came out.....i kept looking for that handbell.....hoped they will bring it out and show the whole world...where the hell is it????not suitable huh?!
add a rap part to Lost?! holy crap!!made me wanna murder...
put taylor swift and mily cyrus together?!...the beauty and the beast...
u2 is the 1st performer?! Gosh!! i had to switch the channel for a while
i like katy...but what the hell is that performance??it could be her worst!! the hair and the outfit...horrible...it's grammy!!u have to be good sweetie!!
M.I.A. with rapers...worst hook-up ever~!! I kinda hope she would give birth on the stage with that disrespect outfit....nonsense...
what the hell...
by far the best performances are chasing pavements by jennifer nettles and adele..so magnificent together!!...of course 15step by readiohead...i saw her standing there by paul mcCartney featuring foo fighters drummer david grohl...better as a memory by kenny chesney except the sound is bad...
glad to hear Blink-182 is planning to reunite again..btw......it's mean to let someone rip open envelope while he wore an arm sling !!!!
ive made up my mind...
music is my life.....but this stupid show is so not necessary...oh sorry...award... Australian Open 2009 ❤ Rafael vs. RogerOhhhhhhh....My....Gooooosh!!!!
Rafa you did it !
 Congratulations to your 1st hard court Grand Slam title You've been unbelievably amazing through the entire time~!!what a great 5-set final match~!! REALLY?????!! after going through that semi-final vs verdasco--the longest match ever in aus open??what can i say.....you are hardly human being......both physically AND mentally...We LOVE YOU!! SUPPORT YOU!! and BELIEVE IN YOU -- incredibly talanted and courageous but humble kid !
No LOSER in this match! Roger is still the best...technically...i believe he WILL strike back and get his 14th Grand Slam title in this year OR MORE~!!You ARE and will ALWAYS BE the GREATEST player and the GREATEST person~!! i will give you my respect! You are my fav back to 2002-2006 and you are the king of tennis STILL~!!!
   纳豆 奶牛Watching you two play is A BLESS !!!
Wish both of you ALL THE BEST for the upcoming Grand Slams......
I know it's gonna blow my mind again......
  棋魂...{ ヒカル の 碁}如火如荼的AUS OPEN 让我想起我最爱的动画...记得那时候太喜欢了...后来专门找我爹学下了围棋
藤原佐为ふじわら の さいSai~我最最喜欢的角色...回味sai の语录
 "140年前, 虎次郎把一切托付给了我, 如果说虎次郎是为了我而存在的话, 那我就是为了小光而存在的, 这样的话,小光他也是为了某人而存在的吧, 那个某人也是为了另一个某人而存在, 一千年, 两千年如是者循环不息, 朝着领悟神之一手的遥远路途前进, 我的使命已经结束了....对了, 小光, 小光, 呐, 小光, 你有听到我的声音吗?小光, 我真的很开心!"
"这世上没有任何东西重要到值得去玷污一盘棋."
"小光...我要下棋了..." "小光...我很快乐..."
我终于明白, 神就是为了让小光看到这一局, 才让我延续了千年的时光..."
"为什么只给小光这个机会呢??为什么是小光??而我却必须要消失呢??为什么只给光这个机会...我没有办法控制自己...我嫉妒小光所拥有的---未来. 不, 不只是这样, 我不想和小光分开啊...."
"......人, 是无法跟命运对抗的..."
"......太迟了!!恐怕...我的时间所剩不多了!!我可以感觉得到...不容分说...我原本静止的时间流沙...正开始无情地滑落..."
"小光这个大笨蛋..!等那天我突然消失了,你再去后悔莫及好了..."
"你听得到我的声音吧?感谢所有的神明!经过了这么长久的时间...我终于再度来到人世..."
"少年呀,你若看到我悔恨的眼泪,就让我的心住进你内心的小角落吧!"
"千年虽过....黑白二色仍然让我迷醉...."
"千年虽逝....棋子拍落的金石之音仍是震撼我心...."
"这个有着清澈眼神, 前程似锦的孩子...对于他的挑战, 我该四两拨千斤地带过孩子的攻击, 再摸摸他的头, 好好安慰他, 还是..." "对于他, 我必须一步步断他的后路, 因为他没有给我喘息的空隙, 总而言之, 他是一个厉害的对手"
"从第一次见面时, 我就知道, 他追求的道路跟我一样!我们都在追求---神之一招"
"现在你知道该怎么做了吧!应该象塔矢亮一样,勇敢面对恐惧!"
" 塔矢亮只顾追击我, 根本没看见小光所下得棋...小光正逐步走向他, 但他居然没察觉..."
 如果说佐为是为了小光而存在的, 我可以说Roger是为了Rafael而存在的吗????? ......oh God...another year
what the hell.............
this year has been a disaster!!...for the whole world...including me...
what's the best?!and what's the worst?!
芝麻vs西瓜!!! 灰尘vs鲸鱼!!! or what?!
it's gone...officially....cool.... it's like this is the very first time i realize life doesn't turn out the way i want it to beotherwise it won't be called "life" is it?!
making wishes seems like all crap then....it's not gonna happen anyway
otherwise it won't be called "wish" is it?!
uhh.....am i crazy?!
okay~~all untill this very last day of 2008
maybe i couldnt walk out the path any further....
maybe i could
it's on me
09......
heaven or hell
it's on me
because iv already waved goodbye to "rough luck", "delusion", "rage" and "fear"
i have the courage to face demons
because there is light at the end of the tunnel.....always......  Merry Christmas!!!!!!这个这个这个...
完全没办法嗨皮!!!
因为我只想回重庆在解放碑玩乱打人游戏!!!
呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜呜T_T
想念很多很多人
妈咪,王帅,爷爷,哥哥,小莉,熙熙,迪迪,tomo酱,6酱,丑大,猪儿8,PP,章小妹儿,师父1号,师父2号,小弟,赣赣,拉面.......
除了想清楚明白的表达的排名不分先后的这些, 还有很多~~
我打了电话的,,,给我打电话的,,,犹豫很久到现在也不知道要不要打电话的,,,很久没联系但却非常想念的,,,联系不上但却也非常想念的,,,以前会埋怨但现在不会的....
呵呵...以前的回忆啊...是那么的珍贵...难道是因为我现在真的不快乐,那些暖暖的回忆才会涌上来的呢?!
这里的雪好大...风好大...好冷...让我觉得陌生....
想知道什么时候才是晴天?!我的或是谁的?!
我是那么的讨厌失落...不过我只怨我的坚持
如果我也可以不那么倔强....
我输了...我认输...
离题的厉害...想笑....
我可以肯定今晚我一定梦见我在拥挤的解放碑把别人打得很惨喷的很惨...........但没人敢来打我......... 无题成长的方式不过两种
明白了
或是忘记明白不了的,从此心里了无牵挂
烦透了现在的环境
想要摆脱 想要改变
想要成为一个新生的人
即使是昨天的那个自己
也可以令我觉得陌生
请再给我一点时间
如果现在是阳光很好的九月天
碰巧我也有一场华丽的邂逅
那又怎样?!
我只会将这来得措手不及的幸福归之于错觉
汹涌而来 澎湃而去
因为这一个又一个
都无一例外的是过客 无题如果我可以变得钝感
很钝很钝很钝很钝很钝很钝很钝
钝的像个白痴也没所谓
如果我可以让我的视线模糊一些
这样我就看不到别人的眼睛
我希望那个不远的将来就是现在
我就是喜欢说废话
我确实说了很多
可能因为我吃了太多葡萄
以上 08 new single taboo~~ koda kumikoda kumi就是魔女!!!!
taboo太好听啦!!super sexy voice
我知无数国人讨厌她..甚至讨厌她做vivi的cover girl
是不是管得过多?! 看久了vivi的model也有视觉疲劳
拜托不要嫌弃她的长相,多听歌!
再说了,她是如此的性感!!
最最重要的是
当一个人在某一方面有无人能及的才华
其他的都显得不重要了!!!!注意!!!是无人能及!!! 气死人的半边壮T_T最近yuki的手真的是越来越不对劲了
很痒很不舒服 ！！
yuki想练剑了...想得要发疯了！！
昨天被张教练狂泼冷水叫我不要练了
理由是不仅会练得很壮..........而且还是 半 边 壮
我要杀了他！！！如果我在中国~~~
之前他就一直反对我练剑,不停的抱怨我不仅减不下来,还乱去练些多余的肌肉出来
然后我说我不管,你要负责把我大腿突出来的那块弄下去
张教练就哭了......
这辈子第一次这么狂热的爱上一项运动，还这样泼我冷水
明知道我不可能理会你还要讲给我听，随时提醒我会变成肌肉妹儿的事实
哈哈哈哈~不过，除了爱抱怨..........他是我最最感谢的人！！！
因为他让我知道,我不健康,没精神,浮肿,不运动,吃得很少,但还是很胖~~有点雷人
因为他,我现在狂爱运动,代谢超好,心肺功能超好,排汗功能超好,吃的也清淡
减肥缠绕了我不知道多少年了...现在终于可以放下.....
不是成功了...只是放下了...凭什么减肥是我人生的1st priority?!
放弃的是健康和对生活的享受 ....我是疯了还是怎样?!!
美食，美酒，运动带给我的乐趣可以排在我的list的前5
以前居然会蠢到不吃不喝不运动...................当木乃伊阿?!
为了练体能频繁的去gym...减肥变得很顺便.........一天三顿饭....心情好喝两杯
why not?!
girls.......dont be silly....dont screw up your life like this....
`~~我人生的终极目标便是可以把腿劈成那样~`~ this is sick!!!!!!if
i could get rid of my silliness
that will be good
hope is suffocating
patience is gone
daydreaming
no awareness
why cant finish reading CAESAR still?!
subconsciously i dont want to
just simple as it is
ohh fuck!how absurd and silly this is!!
最近yuki都在做什莫呀?!最近把resume当废纸一样在发呀发呀发呀发呀发呀发呀发呀
别人也把我的resume当废纸一样丢呀丢呀丢呀丢呀丢呀丢呀
最近写cover letter写得吐呀吐呀吐呀吐呀吐呀吐呀吐呀吐呀
最近有个梦想破灭..08年可能看不到sun&moon pyramid了,还有令我神往的maya civilization
算老!毛老!xmas去tan成一颗碳,当难民
最近都在organize家里的东西..因为之前尝到了甜头,于是决定向妈咪看齐!!
最近好牵挂我们家王帅,不晓得脚还肿不肿,不晓得有没有乖乖锻炼身体
最近都是在3点-5点之间入睡...让我有点怀疑我是不是还没把时差倒过来
最近完全蜕变为运动狂人!每天外出时间的1/3都在gym!为了进国家队我要练出女超人的体力
最近非常想去Edmonton从师栾娘娘...以至对减肥没了兴致...
最近在家里吃得很素, 还煮了紫米八宝粥, 还吃了很多香蕉...但是滴酒未沾
最近居然把有闲俱乐部看完了, 还被逗得哈哈大笑, 看来我已经被闪电电成了脑残
最近看到的都是别人.....有点看不清自己了..... 这个无比疯狂的世界疯了疯了
牛奶不好
经济也不好
连AIG都快挂掉
还出现了许多疯子
不要人活
我该死的cover letter
写的老娘吐泡泡`~
MixologyVertical Tasting
Day 1
Liqueurs:Amarula (Africa) Campari (Italy) Crème de Cassis (France) Drambuie (Scotland) Frangelico (Italy) Galliano (Italy) Midori (Mexico) Pimms (England) Sloe Gin (Canada) Patron Cafe (Mexico)
Day 2 Vodkas:Absolut (Sweden) Grey Goose (France) Luksusova (Poland) Polar Ice (Canada) Stolitchnaya (Russia) Wyborowa Exquisite (Poland)
Gins:Beefeater (London Dry) Bombay (London Dry) Hendricks (New Age) New Amsterdam (New Age) Plymouth (Plymouth) Tanqueray (London Dry) Day 3 Rums:Appleton Amber Rum (Jamaica) Bacardi Superior White Rum (Puerto Rico) Bacardi 8YR Old Rum (Puerto Rico) Havana Club Dry 7YR Old Rum (Cuba) Mount Gay Amber Rum (Barbados) Pussars British Navy Rum (Trinidad)
Tequilas & Cachaca:Jaral de Berrio 100 %Agave Mezcal, Olmeca Gold Mixto Tequila, Patron Silver 100% Agave Tequila, Patron Anejo 100% Agave Tequila, Pitu Cachaca, Sauza Silver Mixto Tequila Day 4 Brandies:Boulard XO Calvados, Courvoisiur VSOP, Grand Marnier, St. Remy Napoleon XO Brandy
Whiskies: Aberlour Single Malt Scotch Whisky, Chivas Regal Blended Scotch Whisky, Jack Daniel's American Tennessee Whiskey, Jameson’s Irish Whiskey, Maker’s Mark American Bourbon Whiskey, Wiser’s Canadian Rye Whisky Cocktail Recipes
Day 1 Liqueurs & Flavoured Spirit Cocktails: Bellini, Big Apple Sour, Blondie Mary, Campari French Kiss, Chateau Cassis, Chocolate Martini w Frangelico, Espressotini, Long Island, Midori Sour, Negroni, Pimm's Cup, Red Orange Cosmo, Sloe Gin Drizzle, Velvet Royale
Day 2 Vodka Cocktails: Ceccini Cosmopolitan, DeGroff Cosmopolitan, Hotel Guava, Rising Sun, Vodka Martini with Orange Bitters, Wildberry Capirovska Gin Cocktails:Bramble, French 75, Gimlet, Hendrick's Caesar, Old New York Day 3
Rum Cocktails: Dark & Stormy, Hemingway Daiquiri, Lemon Balm Mojito, Mai-Tai, Mojito Tequila & Cachaca Cocktails: Caipirihna, Caesar Margarita, Cactus Cooler, Margarita
Day 4
Whiskey Cocktails: Lynchburg Lemonade, Manhattan, Mint Julep, Old Fashioned, Whiskey Sour
Brandy & Cognac Cocktails: Brandy Alexander, Champagne Cocktail, Hipnotiq Side Car, Side Car
Fresh Juices, Purees and Syrups midway state`~live show @dundas squarethis is the last day of Toronto international film festival...i got no idea abt those films...im crazy abt midway state...they are local`~i went to their myspace web site to find out they're gonna play today...
i kept waiting for more than 2 hours..i felt like wasting my time on some kind of trash.........but after that,i thought it is soooooo worth the rain and boredness....nathan was passing right in front of meeeeeee....closer than a meter...i can barely move at all. i dont know what the hell is wrong w/me!i really should go take picture w/him and hug him....i like his hair, his style....and hes so talented and good looking! this is not real
I HATE:
when camera's battery is low
when didnt wear makeup..felt like being outside..naked..
other than...today is the best The Midway State love this song NEVER AGAIN!!! i heard it on muchmusic`~
this is how i discovered them actually they are being AMAZING!!!!!
OHHHHHHHH... the lead singer `~nathan ferraro... nnnnnnnnn his hair....
i dont know howww to describbbb the exact feeling of mine
it just made me wanna murder....................
deadly attractive !! 感动！ WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW!!
男佩的决赛.....精彩`~!!!....
仲满 这个哥哥太厉害了啊
 !!看的我泪奔!!!!
期待男佩团体
明晚女重和男花....激动哇！
加油！！！种不种子都是废话 AUG11精彩女花决赛意大利女花队 厉害!!
虽然vezzali夺冠
我比较喜欢的是granbassi
plus `~长得超像kate moss
恭喜vezzali毫无悬念的打败泡菜
这棵泡菜一米五四....相当的夸张
只知一直在那边狂跳
晃得我眼睛都花了
相当无语
以为昨天王磊可以打到决赛
晚上飞奔回家
结果什么都没看到
都没直播男重决赛好不好！
后来才知道男重早已全军覆没
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